November 22, 2008
The old me died with Faith! Not only do we have to grieve losing our babies. We have to grieve the loss of normal, the loss of our old lives, and the loss of the old us. My sister says that I just don't feel like me right now. I said I'm not ever going to be "me" again. I hate that my kids will never have the old me again. They only get pieces of me. I want me back. I was telling my sister that I just want Faith to be here and to be me. She says like everyone else that that isn't the way it is suppose to be. If I hear that one more time I will explode. Yes she was suppose to be here. I don't give a crap about the "plan". It doesn't make it better. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!
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