June 1, 2009
Another week closer. Excited but fears are trying to creep in. Hope was sleepy for this NST, but reactive when stimulated. It was our anniversary,so as a gift to each other we had another 4D done. Hope is weighing 4lbs 9oz. Heartbeat was 153. Seeing her cute fat face makes me want her here so bad. Every appt I hear the same words- everything looks great. I almost dread hearing it because I flash back to my appts with Faith. I feel like saying just hold on to those words until she is in my arms. I have to say that this past week went by quickly. Bracing myself for two weeks ahead when I will be right where I was when Faith past. I love you my angel. Keep us safe. I miss you.
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